I call it "Pre-exam Symptoms"

I will have 3 Midterm exams and 1 quiz next week but I really don't have mood to do anything today.

I even watched Grey's Anatomy this afternoon.

Hopeless.

I become the main committee for Vibrant Blood.I am quite happy about that but I feel like not very confident in this.Everything seems like very challenging to me.I need more exposure and experience!!!!
This event is like too MASSIVE for me.But it doesn't mean I can't cope with it as I will put in more and more effort into it.

Becoming the Business manager sub-committee is not an easy job too.Looking for sponsorships is getting harder during the economic crisis.

Now,I don't feel like studying and I don't feel prepared for the exams.
EMPTY.
My brain is empty.The gloomy weather reflects my mood.
PATHETIC.

But whoever reading this please don't freak out.

They are just my Pre-exam Symptoms.

Sg and Me

It has been 1 month++ since I last updated my blog.

Actually I have a calculus quiz tomorrow and homework need to be done.
But see what am I doing now?

Blogging and facebook-ing.

Time passes really fast in Singapore.I am not very very very busy here but it is like I still have many things to catch up everyday.

I definitely have less classes here than in INTI( crazy timetable in INTI) but i seriously miss INTI very much.

I have more and more friends in Sg and I am glad for that.I prefer one whole bunch of us hanging around.

I miss the lunch time when few of us would be busy tearing and sharing one single sheet of tissue paper.Even simple things can be so meaningful and memorable.

Now,sometimes I have to eat alone as I have a quite different timetable with others.

I think I am now the lowest 40% in the course and I am really working hard to struggle to the top 25%.That is my aim.

Everyone is so smart and hardworking here.Maybe I need to work harder.

The difference between M'sia ang Sg is that the pace in Sg is really fast.The lectures are conducted much much faster........bla bla bla......

And one more example is that the even the escalators are moving two times faster than the M'sia ones,Singaporean are still running on them.

M'sia's life seems so relaxing to me.

I am getting used to it.Is a good sign but it does not mean that I will like this place anyway.

Anyway,hope my friends are doing fine too.

Lets study hard and play harder....Wahaha.

Leaving in a rush

Ok...just want to update my status with you all.

First,I am not longer working as I quit on last Saturday.Luckily I did that.

Second,I am leaving tomorrow to singapore to start my study in NTU.

It is quite depressing that I even do not have chance to have a farewell with friends.
The timing even does not allow me to go back INTI to claim my official A level certificate.

RUSH

Luckily the accomodation problem was solved in time.

Mentally I think I am not prepared to face the new environment.I have to admit that I am not very good at adapting in new places and communicating with new people who I do not understand.

But I think all those can be overcome.Give me more time for that.

Lets welcome the new challenge into my life with anticipation.I can do it.

My results

So that was it.
2 months of torturing waiting ended when the results popped out on the screen a few seconds after clicking on the "log on" button.

Before clicking,there is a step that must not be skipped when checking results online.What is that?
Covering up the right side of the page with the trembling hand is highly essential to prevent you from fainting regardless of the outcomes.

Of course,I performed these steps according to procedures perfectly except my hands were shaking so vigorously that I could hardly move the pointer to the "log on" button.

Enough for the nonsense.

Finally I knew my results.My dad said "Not surprise".OK.I would not want to comment on that.
To me,it is just the first step for everything.

It is just the beginning.Another waiting with anticipation had begun after the receipt of results.
But the truth is a '4As' does not guarantee an acceptance by NTU or a permission in changing programme.


There are too many uncertainties and contingencies.
So,I ll be patient.

Counting down

5
4
3
2
1


Today is Thursday
6 August 2009

5 days from now will be Monday
Monday?
Oh...
Working day as usual
But,wait.........................
More eventful than that
That will be the time when A level results are announced

I hate checking the result online
Panick
No choice

I hope all my friends can get good results.
Including myself.

P/s Friends.If you are reading this,doo check the results with me on Monday.
I do not want to be alone in this.
Haha.

Liquid Luck

I had been having a bad luck for the last few days.

The air-conditional system at the 5th floor Hall protested to me who was his new 'Manager'.
The way of showing its smoldering hate towards me was by freezing up itself,forming a layer of ice on the cooling box.
That was my first time in charge of the hall but I did not go on so smoothly.It seemed like I was not so welcomed.
But anyway,I would try to foster a better friendship with the air-conditional system.

Then,the next day.
My first fetching my colleagues out for lunch as a farewell for one of them ended up really hilarious.My car tire was punctured during our way back to school.It felt like sitting in the roller coaster as my car was trembling and struggling its way back.After that,they were the ones to change the spare tire as I was having laboratory class immediately.We had a good laugh about what happened.

But on the other hand,I think I am quite lucky.
At least the compressor did not die down during the event.(It still knew how to'give me face')
At least I reached the school in time for the experiment and my car did not turn upside down during the journey.

I do not need actual liquid luck.I just need to feel lucky.
All of us should.Feeling yourselves being pathetic will only make your lives more gloomy than it already does.
Stay LUCKY!!

New lifestyle

My life after A level in INTI has totally changed.

No more piles of books and notes.(I am lazy enough to leave all those behind)

My daily routines run almost the same everyday,occupied by two most important components which are work and family.

Reluctantly,I open my eyes at 6.00 a.m. in the morning on my bed and drag my feet out from the air-conditioned room.

Everyday,I start working from 7.30 a.m. until 4.30 p.m.

Do I like this job?I think it is still acceptable.It is quite free sometimes.Guess what?I can online during work.(Shh......)So what I do when I am boring are to play facebook and surf blindly on the web.

My major task is to prepare the apparatus and chemical required for the experiments which are on the afternoon.So,I hate days without experiments as I will end up nothing to do at all for one whole day.

Normally,I will go to visit my grandmother at healthcare centre after work.I bet many do not know what I am talking about.She is suffering from lung cancer.Last stage.I do not mention to most of my friends because I think it is not neccesary.Being at the last stage and at her age mean that she cannot undergo any surgery.Operation is just too dangerous.Actually I accept this news calmly as I understand that as people age,they become more vulnerable to succumb to diseases.Visiting her is not an obligation but something I want to do.

But the next thing is definitely in the other way which is fetching my sister back from tuition or school.That will be the time to listen to blasting musics and read novels in the car.But this task can turn out to be irritating and tiring when she is late.
So,it will be about 5.30 p.m. when I reach home.Quite tiring.Then,even I am not a good cook,I will offer my help to cook the dinner because I want to settle everything before I go to bathe.
Haha..So,imagine that.Quite tiring.

After that,I will take in clothes hanging outside.It will be my job to fold them neatly after dinner while watching TV.

That is the reason that I seldom go out with friends as I am usually exhausted.I go to bed much earlier than before.I even fall asleep when watching TV.(except when I am watching Prison Break)

Am I satisfied with my life?I will put a question mark for that.How about I let you to help me answering that?

Sometimes I will take the time in between to take a walk in Kluang mall.Nothing to buy or look for but just to relax.

So,today I decide to go swimming as I have not had any exercise recently.But I wonder whether I will have the energy and mood to go after work.

Miss INTI life anyway.